A well-timed curse is always appropriate.  Around here we call them "intensifiers"  LOL!

I'm sorry you feel you don't fit in.  I'm kind of a newcomer, so I don't know the whole history here, but I've never been bothered by any of your posts.  I regret that maybe I didn't have enough background to appreciate them as well as some, but I was never bothered.

I hope you find your place somewhere.  And peace.